Renewing the Focus

This is my Fitbit report from yesterday. I love my Fitbit. 

I've been struggling a little bit this winter. I was frustrated that I had lost a much needed 20 pounds LAST winter, and then gained it all back when life got chaotic. I was frustrated that it was so hard to maintain that focus during life's trials. I was frustrated that I put myself right back where I started. 

It's taken me a bit to get my mind back in the right place, to work on the fact that I can't go back - I just have to go forward, and I'm going to have to work my butt off - again (literally) to lose that same 20 pounds that I lost last year. 

Grrrr. 

But I'm getting there. 

I joined the gym last Thursday (Fitzone) and since then I've gone Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Monday and Tuesday. I'm not sure I'll make it there today, but my goal is to get there at least 4x a week. 

I can do this. 

And I do like my at home equipment, my DVD's, but I feel like I'm constantly facing one hurdle or another in our tiny little home (ie: the hour that I find ideal to work out with my DVD's, isn't the ideal time to be playing the volume full blast (because I'm hard of hearing) because others are sleeping. Etc... 

And I like an escape plan when the boys start rough housing. 

This should work. 

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As for today

• my mom is on her way down
• hoping to bring the boys in for haircuts
• Wendy has ortho
• Fajitas for supper
• I work at least one job today
• life is good

 

Comments

[Suz]

Maybe I'll see you at ortho again. We go at 10. :) Also~ great job on keeping fit.